I walked up to the local internet cafe last night to spend some time with many of my online friends and posted on a forum that I have not been spending enough time on. I really needed this as I have found stress to be a large factor lately as I have been frantic with the stress load that married life has given me. I can't complain however because I have never been happier. Last night when I returned home from my dead end job I thought I was going to walk in the door and pass out in front of the TV but my wife had other plans. Nothing bad by any means, she had a nice and romantic dinner for us planned. This really did lighten the load a lot as it forced me to relax.
Married life is proving to be great. I am really excited every day to know that my wife is waiting on me at home. I do really feel bad that I have not had the chance to further my career as of yet as I know Carrie would really like to have the finer things. Carrie was telling me about a strange hut that was built near the primary. This really seems to be upsetting her as we have talked about trying to have a baby soon. We enjoyed a movie night together the other night. I purchased the new movie Harry Potter 4; Goblet Of Fire. It was actually a lot better than I expected it to be. I always forget how expensive movies are, it cost me 25 FP. It was worth every penny to spend the time with Carrie though. I have grown a desperate wanting to go to the arcade and play astroids. Other games also I guess but I really need to win a crown for this one.
One thing after another. As if financial hardship wasn't bad enough I had the toilet break today. That puts us bad in the negative in our bank account. If I could only get past this month then perhaps I would be able to do something more about it. Everything going on is stressing me out badly. I fear if I cannot find a way to turn this around I am going to be send deep into a state of despression. My loving wife does do a wonderful job making sure I am taken care of but I hate that she has to endure everything.
Everything has been going extremely well lately. Other than the taunting of other arcaders about my lack of attendance I have no complaints. I believe they simply do not understand the financial hardships that I have experienced after my new wife became an active part of my life here. I have gotten an early start on my christmas shopping this year. I found my baby sister a multi pack of the Harry Potter games that I found on sale. I have a feeling that since she has already gotten it that she will expect me to buy her something else between now and then. I guess for a ten year old that could only be expected. Housework has been keeping me busy but at least it doesn't cost me anything to do work myself.