Enticing of Lillith
She is a rare specimen of beauty. They say that look should not matter, but whoever said that has never seen this woman. It is as though the gods themselves have finally perfected their mold of what a woman should look like.
To top it of she is smart. I can not just shower her in gifts and hope to have her affection for the rest of my days. This is a woman whom I need to win in both heart and in mind.
To win her over I need to have a battle wits and if I cannot beat her, at the least show her that I am her equal, for no man, nor woman for that matter, could hope to surpass her.
She is the sort of reward that many would die for hoping to receive in the afterlife and yet… there she stands.
I have never been a man of great intellect, but she makes me feel like a small boy in the presence of a great teacher.
Here is a woman to go to war for. Here is a woman to conquer for. Here is a woman to rule with…
I want to be a Ruler of Kings
I want to be a ruler of kings.
Although the woman in my dreams came to me with this idea, I feel it is not quite right. I do not wish to be the ruler of kings… I wish to be the only king.
Nay, not a king… AN EMPEROR!
I wish not to have just one piece of land. Nor will I allow for another to claim himself as ruler of any piece of land. I want to rule from the Eastern frontiers beyond the Dwarven kingdom to the far west including the Goblins and the Orcs. All will pay homage to me.
This, admittedly, will be difficult. There are many contenders for this position. I see already Those who seek to make a name for themselves. Some will be useful as allies and others must be crushed before their dream can come to fruition.
I will try and take these lands with as little bloodshed as possible. The last thing I need is to rule over blood and ashes, but by all the gods I will if I must!.
Dating Lillith
Even though she has the face of an angel and the voice to match she has a raw cunning and understanding of statesmanship that I have rarely seen in other people.
I have moved beyond the point of mere desire on a physical level and I have discovered a new found respect for her.
I have recently bought a larger estate, a small castle. To me, she seems to fit there perfectly. She fits there not in the scared and pathetic ways of the peasantry, but rather in a regal way. The soldiers seem to adore her and the people respect her.
She is the soft and kind side that I do not possess. She is the loving nurturing hand that will provide where I am the armored fist of authority.
I have found someone whom I can love, who will not judge me for my brutish ways. Someone who understand duty, honor and also strength. Not just of the arm, but of the mind and in that category she is a powerhouse.
I believe I have found my queen…
Deciphering Lillith
I have been seeing Lillith for a while now. Perhaps the time has come. I have spoken to some and they might think it too soon, but why wait when you know it is right?
She should be my wife!
I will ask her. I will ask her in secret though. I have a lifetime ahead of me where every detail of my life will come under scrutiny. I would like to have this one moment where it is just the two of us. A memory that is just shared between the two of us and that no one will ever be able to take away or spoil. Come what may, that one moment may change everything.
A while back I have found a wonderful pond in a nearby forest. Although it is sometimes dangerous, I will ask Ulric to clear the area for us and create a perimeter. It is an open space with a waterfall cascading down into the clear pool. Colorful fish can be seen swimming in between moss covered rocks. When the area is clear, I often hear the beautiful birdsong and myriad other noises of creatures unseen. I think she might enjoy it. Just the two of us, far out of the site of strangers.
Although not a materialistic person, I think she would deem it appropriate to at least procure some form of jewelry to prove my affections that would act as a symbol of our union.