It's sad, ironic and amusing, that even stars have this sort of personal self-consciousness about them, where they feel they just don't stack up, and have an idealized view or other person they feel is "perfect" for something, while their own abilities fall far short, and always will. I think this is more a statement of our society as a whole and the values foisted onto people by the media, as well as the lack of values instilled throughout a person's life.