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Apoc pinches himself and touches the wall he is nearest too as though they both will reassure him of what he was thinking about but neither did and he was left on his own to remain questioning.
Had a brisk walk around Zion today. You never get the full blunt of how much metal and concrete is keeping it together, its almost like we're in this giant tomb.
I got the chance to create my own simulation in the Matrix. I chose to put myself in the most fearful of situations that I had as a kid. Walking down a dark alley way while on the other side and behind me are some mean looking bullies. I'm using this to help me overcome my fears.
They slowly come up behind me and then when I get a good look at them they send shivers down my spine. If I were to meet these guys for real I think I would be a goner, but in this world... I'm a god!
Before the first of them even tries to lay their hands on me I've already jumped above them, kicking my way through to the the goons on the other side. They fall like tall trees and [I] stand there wondering what I was afraid about in the first place.
Usually after this simulation I get one of the techs that run these programs to give me a Japanese garden scene so I can do some peaceful meditation.
The coolest thing will probably be the leaves that fall in the fall scene. I can watch as each leaf breaks off the tree as though a strong wind is blowing. Its just amazing how detailed the Matrix can be.
After a bit he wonders... If you are in the Matrix and have a dream then is that the Matrix or your own mind?