I was extremely serious in my
blog, when I mentioned that I have a hard time focusing, getting up the ambition to do things. I just don't have the motivation to try hard in the arcade at the moment. It is all I can do to sometimes to try to answer a few posts here. I think I am getting 6 or more a day, so some day I will actually reach a 100% activity rating again.
About all I am good at doing at the moment is reading novels (I found that Baen books has a LOT of them for free download, that work on my Palm Tungsten E) and playing Halo and Halo 2. In other words, mindless work. I am going to fail my class, because I have been unable to read in the book for more than two or three minutes, and definitely can't get the motivation to press forward.
Maybe it is all just rationalization. But it is all through my life at the moment.
My lack of participation in Cozyville comes from the same source, that and I don't want to spend the FP at the moment.
Edited: Nighthawk on 16th Dec, 2004 - 1:00am