Finished catching up on your blog today. I am so very very sorry that everything has been so rough for you. I have told my parents and they have put you on the pray list at their church. Of course you will be in my thoughts and prayers (I do pray from time to time). I have thought about you and your family often since you started the move and believe that things will get better, they will just take time. I know everything will eventually work out. Many times it doesn't seem like it will ever end, but it always does, it just takes time. Stay hopeful friend, sunnier weather is sure to reach someone as good hearted as you!