wow, finished your blog entry. It gets harder and harder for me to read your entrys. I feel so bad that you are going through all this. It just doesn't seem fair that someone like you and sol should have to go through this. But if there is any justice in the heavens, surely you will see your reward. Keep your head up, things never stay bad forever. Good things eventually find good people!
ARGG! Read your last blog entry. I had to go through allot of the same neurological tests with my son due to his seizures when he was about three. No good way to handle it unfortunately. I'm very sorry that things just keep happening. I know what it feels like when the hits just keep coming. When it feels like they keeping kicking you when your down. Its hard to find solace in times like these. But I always remember what I do have, and that its always darkest before the dawn. Its an old saying, but its very true. I have never been in a situation, including the one I just spent five months digging through, that didn't get better eventual. I couldn't see the end of the road, or the light at the end of the tunnel, but it came none the less. The say that all good things must come to an end also applies for the bad. I believe that people who have a good heart and a good spirit always end up on the better side of the fence, I believe it happens naturally. Call it Gods providence, or Karma, or what ever, but no one with a good heart gets shafted all the time.