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Ashley Introduction

Hi! It's been probably 4/5 years or more since I've been on bordeglobal. I don't know if anyone remembers me. I became a member of this site back in 2003. At the time I was only a teenager and going through some heavy emotional stuff. I found the several months I was here to be very helpful. Not only did it distract me from my problems, but I met some awesome people. I find I am again experiencing some heavy emotional turmoil. I won't divulge the particulars of my anguish, it's much too personal. All I'll say is I've inflicted it on myself. I need to express myself here once again. I'm sure several of my old friends who are still here will recognize me, eventually.. For now I will go by my new name, and won't tell who I used to be. Have fun guessing.

It's good to be back.

Ashley

Introduction Ashley

A Warm Welcome to You

Thank you for taking the time to join and post a message, this means you are serious and says a lot about your character. I hope we can be friends over time. Since you are new to this Community please permit me to share a few links that you may find helpful:

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Now, you can find the Board of the Topic you are interested in and Post your interests there. To find the Board click on the Site Map link at the top of this page.

Ashley Introduction Sharing Member & Introductions

Well I was not here 4-5 years ago so I will not even try to guess who might have been. I will however welcome you back and hope that you are able to work through any issues you have. If you want to talk I can listen and offer advise even though I am not a expert in anything but security.

Introduction Ashley

I registered in about 06 and haven't been on til this last year myself, and never made any "connections" with anybody so I doubt I'd know you either, but I'd like to welcome you (back) also, and hope you again find whatever it is you need here, and are able to express yourself and such.

Introduction Ashley

Hi Ashley, how are you? As soon as I saw your name and flag I knew it was you. Hope all is well with you, your sister and your mom. Welcome back by the way.
LDS

Ashley Introduction

I guess this is welcome back. May I ask a hint about what problem you're experiencing now?

Ashley Introduction

Thanks for welcome me back guys... I see some old and new faces. I've been trying to get back here and become some what active again but, things are not going well for me...yet again.

Ive recently lost my younger sister (who was 5 years younger than me), she took her own life.. Exactly 1 year ago my mom lost her battle to cancer and passed away on this very same day (July 9th). Its been so hard to say the least!...I thought it was the end for me I wanted to die but thanks to my wonderful [boy friend] (now my husband) I was able to recover and deal with her death...

But now I find myself in the very same situation I was a year ago when I lost my mother... Why do bad things happen to such good people? I feel like there's no one that understands. Everyone is acting like nothing happened. I understand that the world can't stop but man is it hard to see it move on. Just doesn't seem fair.

I just can't imagine how to move forward. I feel like I'm venting but it feels like no one really understands. Even people that I thought were close friends haven't really been supportive.

Ashley Introduction Introductions & Member Sharing

Hi Ashley! So sorry about all that you have been going through. Maybe you can find some interesting topics here to help you find ways of coping with your losses. If you need any help just let me know.